Borderline Personality Disorder
This is probably what I've lived denying for the last 2 years but it's 2025 and I have to embrace my whole self. Welcome to one of my most vulnerable writings. I have BPD - a physical embodiment of separation anxiety and abandonment trauma/issues. You have no idea how insane this disorder makes me feel every single day. Hard enough as all that is, then you add in my personal life problems, school issues, a dire need to have a solid, kind romantic relationship , all that while I watch myself spiral in 3rd person. Sometimes, the hardest battle is choosing to survive when every memory tries to break you. Diaries of a Borderline is a tribute to those moments we keep fighting, even when the world feels too heavy. This journey is raw. You say to yourself that you've moved on from certain life experiences but then it's 3 am and you've a puffy nose . It's on a random Saturday and you get erratic emotions and you end up texting him. You always think because you'...